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春日陷落
77
宋温郁坐在沙发上，抬眼看着黎迦，口气颇为可怜：“黎黎，不打算跟我说句话么？”黎迦的眼睛微红，“当然，我不想跟你说句话。”SongWenyu‘svoiceislowandsorrowfulashespeaks.HelooksatLeiJiawithahintofsadnessinhiseyes.
LeiJiashrugs,tryingtoavoidSongWenyu‘sgaze.“Idon‘tknowwhyyou‘relookingatmelikethat.“Shetriestosoundcasual,buthervoiceisbarelyaboveawhisper.
SongWenyusighsandlooksaway.“BecauseIknowwhatyou‘rethinking,“hesays,hisvoicedrippingwithdisappointment.“YouthinkI‘mjustaconvenienthusband,someonetosettledownwithbecauseit‘sexpectedofme.Youdon‘treallycareaboutme,doyou?“
LeiJia‘seyeswideninsurprise.HowdidSongWenyuknowwhatshewasthinking?Shetakesadeepbreathandtriestocomposeherself.“I-Idon‘tknowwhatyou‘retalkingabout,“shesays,tryingtosoundconvincing.
SongWenyuraisesaneyebrow.“Don‘tlietome,LeiJia.Iknowyoutoowell.“Hegetsupfromthecouchandwalksovertoher.“Youwanttoknowasecret?“heasks,hisvoicelowandmysterious.
LeiJianods,stilltryingtoavoidhisgaze.Shedoesn‘twanttoseewhat‘sinhiseyesrightnow.
SongWenyusmiles,acoldsmilethatmakesLeiJia‘sskincrawl.“I‘mnotjustanyhusband,“hesays.“I‘mSongWenyu,themostpowerfulmaninthiscity.Andyou‘remine.“
LeiJiatakesastepback,herheartracing.Shedoesn‘tlikethewaySongWenyuislookingather.It‘spossessive,controlling.
SongWenyuchuckles,hiseyesglintingwithamusement.“Youshouldbegrateful,“hesays.“I‘monlydoingthisforyourowngood.“
LeiJiashakesherhead,tryingtoclearit.Shedoesn‘twanttohearwhatSongWenyuisgoingtosaynext.
“Butwhydoyouhavetomakemefeelso..ed?“sheasks,hervoicebarelyaboveawhisper.
SongWenyu‘ssmilewidens.“BecauseI‘mtheonewhoknowshowtotakecareofyou,“hesays.“Andyou‘retoostupidtofigureitoutforyourself.“
LeiJiafeelsasurgeofangerathiswords.Shedoesn‘twanttobetreatedlikethis,likeshe‘ssomekindofhelplesschild.
Butbeforeshecansayanythingelse,SongWenyuleansinandkissesher.It‘saroughkiss,onethatmakesLeiJia‘sheadspin.
Shetriestopushhimaway,butSongWenyuholdshertight.“Don‘ttrytofightme,“hegrowls.“I‘mtheonewhoownsyounow.“
LeiJiafeelslikeshe‘sgoingtopassout.Shedoesn‘tknowwhattodoorhowtogetoutofthissituation.
ButasshelooksintoSongWenyu‘seyes,sheseessomethingtherethatmakesherheartskipabeat.It‘saglimmerofvulnerability,ofpain.
Andforamoment,LeiJiaforgetsabouteverythingelse.Sheforgetsabouttheangerandthefrustrationandthefear.
Allshecanthinkaboutisthemaninfrontofher,themanwhoseemstobehidingsecretsbehindhiscoldexterior.
Andshewantstoknowmore.
番外08
LeiJiasatinthedimlylitroom,staringatthephotoinfrontofher.ItwasapictureofSongWenyuandherself,takenontheirweddingday.
Theylookedhappy,oratleasttheyweresupposedto.Butthetruthwas,LeiJiahadneverfeltthatwayabouthim.
Shehadagreedtomarryhimbecauseitwasexpectedofher,becauseherfamilywantedhertosettledownwithsomeonepowerful.Andbesides,SongWenyuseemedniceenoughwhenshefirstmethim,charmingandwittyandhandsome.
Butastimewenton,LeiJiarealizedthatshedidn‘treallyknowthemanatall.Hewasdistantandcold,alwayskeepinghisemotionshiddenbehindamaskofpoliteness.
Andyet,despiteeverything,LeiJiacouldn‘thelpbutfeeldrawntohim.Shelikedthewayhemadeherlaugh,thewayhechallengedhertobemorethanshethoughtshecouldbe.
Butmostofall,LeiJialovedthewayhelookedather,likeshewastheonlypersonintheworldthatmattered.
Itwasalookthatmadeherskincrawl,onethatmadeherwanttorunawayfromhim.Butitwasalsoalookthatmadeherfeelalive,likeshewasfinallybeingseenforwhoshetrulywas.
LeiJiasighed,feelingamixofemotionsswirlinginsideher.Shedidn‘tknowwhatthefutureheld,orwhethershewouldeverbeabletoescapeSongWenyu‘sgrasp.
Butonethingwascertain:shecouldn‘tstayawayfromhimforever.
Asshelookedatthephotoagain,LeiJiasawsomethingthatmadeherheartskipabeat.AsmallsmileonSongWenyu‘sface,onethatseemedalmost...human.
Andinthatmoment,LeiJiaknewthatshehadtofindoutwhatwasbehindhismask,whatmadehimtick.Shehadtoknowthetruthaboutthemanwhowasbothherhusbandandherenemy.
Andso,withanewfoundsenseofdetermination,LeiJiasetoutonajourneytouncoverthesecretsofSongWenyu‘sheart.
春日陷落
77
宋温郁坐在沙发上，抬眼看着黎迦，口气颇为可怜：“黎黎，不打算跟我说句话么？”黎迦的眼睛微红，“当然，我不想跟你说句话。”SongWenyu‘svoiceislowandsorrowfulashespeaks.HelooksatLeiJiawithahintofsadnessinhiseyes.
LeiJiashrugs,tryingtoavoidSongWenyu‘sgaze.“Idon‘tknowwhyyou‘relookingatmelikethat.“Shetriestosoundcasual,buthervoiceisbarelyaboveawhisper.
SongWenyusighsandlooksaway.“BecauseIknowwhatyou‘rethinking,“hesays,hisvoicedrippingwithdisappointment.“YouthinkI‘mjustaconvenienthusband,someonetosettledownwithbecauseit‘sexpectedofme.Youdon‘treallycareaboutme,doyou?“
LeiJia‘seyeswideninsurprise.HowdidSongWenyuknowwhatshewasthinking?Shetakesadeepbreathandtriestocomposeherself.“I-Idon‘tknowwhatyou‘retalkingabout,“shesays,tryingtosoundconvincing.
SongWenyuraisesaneyebrow.“Don‘tlietome,LeiJia.Iknowyoutoowell.“Hegetsupfromthecouchandwalksovertoher.“Youwanttoknowasecret?“heasks,hisvoicelowandmysterious.
LeiJianods,stilltryingtoavoidhisgaze.Shedoesn‘twanttoseewhat‘sinhiseyesrightnow.
SongWenyusmiles,acoldsmilethatmakesLeiJia‘sskincrawl.“I‘mnotjustanyhusband,“hesays.“I‘mSongWenyu,themostpowerfulmaninthiscity.Andyou‘remine.“
LeiJiatakesastepback,herheartracing.Shedoesn‘tlikethewaySongWenyuislookingather.It‘spossessive,controlling.
SongWenyuchuckles,hiseyesglintingwithamusement.“Youshouldbegrateful,“hesays.“I‘monlydoingthisforyourowngood.“
LeiJiashakesherhead,tryingtoclearit.Shedoesn‘twanttohearwhatSongWenyuisgoingtosaynext.
“Butwhydoyouhavetomakemefeelso..ed?“sheasks,hervoicebarelyaboveawhisper.
SongWenyu‘ssmilewidens.“BecauseI‘mtheonewhoknowshowtotakecareofyou,“hesays.“Andyou‘retoostupidtofigureitoutforyourself.“
LeiJiafeelsasurgeofangerathiswords.Shedoesn‘twanttobetreatedlikethis,likeshe‘ssomekindofhelplesschild.
Butbeforeshecansayanythingelse,SongWenyuleansinandkissesher.It‘saroughkiss,onethatmakesLeiJia‘sheadspin.
Shetriestopushhimaway,butSongWenyuholdshertight.“Don‘ttrytofightme,“hegrowls.“I‘mtheonewhoownsyounow.“
LeiJiafeelslikeshe‘sgoingtopassout.Shedoesn‘tknowwhattodoorhowtogetoutofthissituation.
ButasshelooksintoSongWenyu‘seyes,sheseessomethingtherethatmakesherheartskipabeat.It‘saglimmerofvulnerability,ofpain.
Andforamoment,LeiJiaforgetsabouteverythingelse.Sheforgetsabouttheangerandthefrustrationandthefear.
Allshecanthinkaboutisthemaninfrontofher,themanwhoseemstobehidingsecretsbehindhiscoldexterior.
Andshewantstoknowmore.
番外08
LeiJiasatinthedimlylitroom,staringatthephotoinfrontofher.ItwasapictureofSongWenyuandherself,takenontheirweddingday.
Theylookedhappy,oratleasttheyweresupposedto.Butthetruthwas,LeiJiahadneverfeltthatwayabouthim.
Shehadagreedtomarryhimbecauseitwasexpectedofher,becauseherfamilywantedhertosettledownwithsomeonepowerful.Andbesides,SongWenyuseemedniceenoughwhenshefirstmethim,charmingandwittyandhandsome.
Butastimewenton,LeiJiarealizedthatshedidn‘treallyknowthemanatall.Hewasdistantandcold,alwayskeepinghisemotionshiddenbehindamaskofpoliteness.
Andyet,despiteeverything,LeiJiacouldn‘thelpbutfeeldrawntohim.Shelikedthewayhemadeherlaugh,thewayhechallengedhertobemorethanshethoughtshecouldbe.
Butmostofall,LeiJialovedthewayhelookedather,likeshewastheonlypersonintheworldthatmattered.
Itwasalookthatmadeherskincrawl,onethatmadeherwanttorunawayfromhim.Butitwasalsoalookthatmadeherfeelalive,likeshewasfinallybeingseenforwhoshetrulywas.
LeiJiasighed,feelingamixofemotionsswirlinginsideher.Shedidn‘tknowwhatthefutureheld,orwhethershewouldeverbeabletoescapeSongWenyu‘sgrasp.
Butonethingwascertain:shecouldn‘tstayawayfromhimforever.
Asshelookedatthephotoagain,LeiJiasawsomethingthatmadeherheartskipabeat.AsmallsmileonSongWenyu‘sface,onethatseemedalmost...human.
Andinthatmoment,LeiJiaknewthatshehadtofindoutwhatwasbehindhismask,whatmadehimtick.Shehadtoknowthetruthaboutthemanwhowasbothherhusbandandherenemy.
Andso,withanewfoundsenseofdetermination,LeiJiasetoutonajourneytouncoverthesecretsofSongWenyu‘sheart.